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@ericawordsmith

Yeah! That is good. I honestly enjoy working with bleeding injuries. I haven’t ever had to deal with broken bones nor damage of that sort, so I don’t know how I would react.

And no… this was worse than a paper-cut… I actually felt the texture of the ruff metal in my thumb, but it wasn’t super bad. It bled well, but nothing dangerous. That being said, I’ve dealt with quite a few of my own cuts before… and none of the have been massive (some were pretty deep), so it didn’t effect me like it would have years ago.

Hahaha! My youngest sibling is ten, so we don’t see him pouring honey on the floor, but even so I can still relate to a degree with what you’re talking about.

Now! I deal with stress by taking a mental break… That may be stepping outside to let my head clear while I pull myself together, it might just be stopping all movement there on the spot to re-cohesivize my mind. Singing probably wouldn’t help… punching something probably would.

But I don’t cry after difficult conversations, unless nothing was resolved. Sometimes I will cry during it, but after the resolve, things clear. Which is directly connected to the my kitchen response and why I don’t cry after math. Every part of me enjoy solving problems, bringing about resolve, or finding organization. In the kitchen when my mind is re-organized and I can either acclimate, or create order in the environment, the overload calms down. When finishing the difficult conversation, there’s been resolve, and my mind can rest. After math, I’ve solved the problems and brought organization. It’s like cold water washing over me.

Oh dear… needles… BLEH!

Okay! So… I don’t think like that. Everything that comes into my mind, is put somewhere. It’s usually not just floating around in and out of view. If I were to explain how it works, I would say this: My thoughts all go on a rotating card display. They find a place where all I have to do is spin the display and come to the thought. When I am in manager mode, I’m constantly spinning this back and forth as I bounce around solving problems. Now… that being said sometimes something just sitting on the display is enough for me to come to a decision about it. It’s presence is being processed even if I don’t know about it. So someone might ask a question of what to do, and then someone else asks me what to do with something real quick. I may have forgotten what the first person said answer the second person, tun back to the first person, pull their question up and have an answer, even if I didn’t when they asked. It’s a way of cycling through my thoughts to complete their tasks as best’s possible.

When I’m not in manager mode… it far harder for me to organize my thoughts, and things are more easily lost.