Just wanted to say I’m praying for you! I have struggled in the past with things very similar, bad experiences with the web and sinning with my talents and stuff. I understand what it’s like. But I know that God uses all this stuff for his own plan and his own purposes. I don’t have a direct answer, but we know the One who does.
This is my favorite verse:
“Peace I leave with you; my peace I give unto you. Not as the world gives, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.” John 14:27
As for clean fiction, Elizabeth Gaskell (North and South, Mary Barton, Wives and Daughters), Jane Austen, Lucy Maud Montgomery, and I could say so much more.
I really hope things go well and that this helps! Praying for you! <3
"Young people, you must pray, for your passions are strong and your wisdom is little."C.H.Spurgeon