I’m itching to know if being published, having a book in second or fifth draft would fill this buzz, this elation at reading or thinking of how mighty God is? I hate to admit it but the back of my mind I wonder if I were to get past my inner critic that getting a to point of being published would make me feel like I haven’t wasted the past 44yrs and God’s gift of creativity was put to good use. A lot of what ifs…. I signed up to Camp Nanowrimo in July, trying to to do 40K. Feeling left out and over looked tonight by people and slightly by Jesus..
May God bless you!